5 posts tagged “deepthoughts/answers?”

Hey. I actually got confused with the number of my posts. After the pevious post which is the #119, i actually named this post, # One Zero One. I'm such a champion, i know. Maybe i should just stick with numbers numbers.

 

This post will be a really random post, whatever that pops up into my mind, okay?

As you know, i quit my bloody job, im on holidays, i finished watching Gossip Girl season one, and im feeling quite blue right now. And yes, of course, im bored.

 

Btw, isit me, or Coldplay has really nice songs? Aiyar, maybe so happened that the few songs i listened to is very nice la.

First, it's Speed of Sound, and then Scientist (whichever came first), now i discovered Viva La Vida. Very nice, indeed. It's playing on my Windows Media Player now, over and over and over again.

 

Alas, most of the time, songs that i like, i dont really give a damn about the lyrics. I enjoy the music - the drums, the piano, the background, you get the picture.

 

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A question. With an answer.

 

Me: and tell me, why do good people die first?

Him: so that they get to choose their beds in heaven first.

 

Thanks. It makes me feel a bit better. (:

 

 

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Got my rashes btw. Went Barcelona the other day with the boi to meet his friend who works there (this is just an excuse to con me there). And then got free Heineken. But alas, everyone knows im allergy to the stupid Heineken. Apparently, now, im allergy to Dewar's too.

HAHA. And i super cannot make it. After 45 minutes of chilling, the boi took me out to answer a call. And i was like,

 

"B! HOLD ME HOLD ME! I THINK IM FALLING!"

 

 

 

 

-_______________-

Somemore that place has an escalator. I was holding L's arm so tight just in case i fall, roll down, and die break my face.

 

Then i felt like puking. -_-

Luckily i did not.

 

So for the rest of the time there, i keep adding Sprite into my drink wtf, and basically was just drinking Sprite. x)

 

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Just thought a post without photos would be boring.

 

&& surprise! I'm out of things to be random about!

 

Actually, i have.

About my Stats lecturer! (are you not bored of me wtf everytime stats stats stats)

During our study week, he wanted to have extra classes for us. TWO, actually. But stupid college rejected his request and i've no idea why. So we turned up anyway, because stupid college rejected him on the FIRST DAY of study week = students have no class = lecturers cannot inform us that classes are cancelled.

So since we were there, he had the class anyways (ya illegal one wtf), even though it was only four of us. T__T (ya four nerds yay wtf)

&& he continued on the second class on a different day as planned. He went through more past year papers with us, and shared some dirty little secret from kiasu Curtin in Australia wtf WTF. And he assured us that he had confident in us that we will score the paper wtf.

Where got people so nice one you tell me T__T And all these while we've been teasing him among ourselves wtf.

Thank you Mr. Stats. T___T

 

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Aih, im bored of myself.

Byebye.

I love you boyfriend!

XOXO  

Hello hello.

I did my Stats past year questions (ei yala, i dunnoe why i damn semangat Stats, maybe because i scored the highest among the other subjects wtf) and im so Stats-tisfied. (GEDDIT OR NOT?! HAHAHHA im so funny la)

 

Sigh. Sot already.

 

Btw! Today, i went to my dad's office, and apparently, those lecturers get forward emails like us too! :X

&& whenever they find anything interesting, they'll print it out, and paste it on the noticeboard in their office. And i found this really interesting, erm, article? forward email? life of lesson? lesson of life i mean.

(ya weh, i always say things the other way round. like when i hear nice songs on the radio, i'll scream, and go,

"BABY, WHAT IS THE SONG OF THIS NAME?!"

 

 

*silence...*

 

"Ei? Wait. *mumbles to self: song of name name of song song of..* EI WTF. I mean the name of this song! HAHAHA im so funny la baby!"

*boyfriend stays silent, and wonders why am i his girlfriend*

 

Aih, im like this, i also dunnoe why.

 

ANYWAYS.

Yah, basically, it says that...

 

There's this professor, he enters his Philosophy class, and without a word, he took out a large empty jar. And then, he took out golf balls, and put it into the jar. He asked the class, if the jar is full. They said yes.

Then, he took out a box of pebbles, and put it into the jar, shake it a little, and then the pebbles filled in between the golfballs (neh, like the ruang the golf balls left faham or not wtf i need to expand my vocab) (please expect many "then", "and then", and "and" okay i've sad vocab T_T)

He asked if the jar is full, the class said yes.

He then proceed to take out a box of sand, and pour into the jar. Again, the same question, the class said yes.

Kemudian (wtf), he made a cup of coffee, and pour it into the jar. Same question (i'd get annoyed if a lecturer kept asking the same question honestly wtf repeating this annoys me wtf but LISTEN READ! ITS MEANINGFUL!), same answer.

 

Then the professor dengan gayanya said.

"The jar represents our life. And the golf balls represent things that are important to us - family, partners, friends, health, our passion. Pebbles represent our job, house, car and stuffs like that. Sand represent all other small things that fill up our lives.

Even if we lose pebbles and sand in life, we know the golf balls will still be there for us. And if we fill in the sand first, there will be no space for the golf balls. So, we should always set our priorities, and dont let little little things rule out what's the most important thing to us.

And the coffee? It tells us that, no matter how busy we are, there are still time to have a coffee with your friend."

 

 

MEANINGFUL OR NOT?!

TELL ME IT IS OR I WHACK KAU YOU.

 

The end. Bye.

 

Ei seriously, not meaningful meh? Maybe im just a sucker for things like this. I mean, i like real-life-story books wtf.

 

Ohhh. Btw, my simcard died on me yesterday. -_-"

So i used my maxis simcard, and reloaded 10 bucks. -_-

Now i have like 20 over left, but i've decided to give up on my maxis simcard. Keep it for what right? Lay eggs ar?

Who wants to buy credit wtf. (ei, also (still) selling my feather pillow! its very soft and light and comfy one!)

 

Celcom simcard was faulty from the day i had it. It always tell me "Simcard registration failed" So i blamed it on my phone wtf. Slowly, 3G was also disabled. -_- I blame it on the phone again! wtf.

But when it died yesterday, i tried to put it into L's phone, the phone straight away went to demo wtf.

The super greatest boyfriend on emily'searth went to change the simcard for me early in the morning today :X (thank you baby boi) and he had to freaking pay RM5 FOR THEIR FAULTY SIMCARD!

Ya ala wahai tuhan kena con, i might as well just throw it back to them earlier and blame kau them and make them void our first month's bill wtf.

 

Aiyar it's fine already la. And we were so excited that we finally had 3G again, we 3G each other in the car.

 

=.=

 

YES! We are like this.

 

 

 

And guess what?

L's sim card died today. -_____-

But he turned off his phone for a few hours, and now it's fine again. Prolly cause they are upgrading "for a better service" so, "sorry for any inconvenience". (World wide apology notice, 1900) wtf simply give reference.

 

 

 

OMG LA. My lame-ism amazes me sometimes.

I wanna go mandi and start doing some practices for my Eco Tech. I failed my midterm. T_T

*throws Stats far away so i wont attempt to redo the same past year questions again* wtf why so sick la liwen?!

 

Tata.

XOXO.

Ei hi.

I was watching America's Idol just now, and this OneRepublic was singing "Apologize". And honestly lar, if it's not for one of my managers (who sang Apologize out loud without shame wtf i dont hate him okay in fact, i love him "very strong". (Bob, 2008)) i wouldn't have known who the hell is/are one republic wtf.

(ei sorry, i fell in love doing in-text citation. -_- thanks to college. what chicago referencing, PFFT)

Excuse me la, but remembering band names, who sing what song doesn't appeal to my tiny memory storage i have in my head.

SO MY POINT IS.

I don't bother googling their faces, because all i care is music/song that fits my ear wtf.

THEN RIGHT.

OMG.

RYAN TEDDER STARED RIGHT INTO MY EYES THROUGH MY TV SCREEN!

 

OH-MY-FRIED-MOZARELLA!

He has such beautiful beautiful eyes!

*forces my boyfriend to wear green contact lens* wtf. green sounds so evil. i shall say..

*forces my boyfriend to wear similar colour contact lens* wtf wtf.

Aihhh, freaking hot la his eyes wtf.

 

*few minutes later*

Ei hi. I got over it already.

I am like this la okay. Leave me alone.

 

BTW. SPOILER AHEAD.

For AMERICA'S IDOL.

&&

AMERICA'S NEXT TOP MODEL Cycle 10 (not the one shown on Astro, so outdate la Astro wtf)

(capitalising the letters are actually quite annoying hor)

 

Ei point is right. If you dowan to know, just [x] and come back tomorrow okay wtf.

(maybe not tomorrow la, i dont update so often also. but then, i can assure you, i'll have consistent updates during study/exam week WTF grow up liwen, grow up.)

(so ya, please check back again on the week before the 9th WTF WTF) (exam starts on 9th la ok)

 

OK.

AMERICA'S IDOL.

Ryan & i were so pissed at Pecky for smsing him, saying, "the winner was so unexpected". We were stoned for a few seconds.

Anyways! So, switched to Chinese radio station when i was on the way back from college to home, and i literally screamed my lungs out at my dad, mom, and sister, and demanded them to shut up if they know who won wtf.

YA APPARENTLY, the 6PM A.Idol wasn't Live via Satellite.

>_>

Got conned hidup hidup.

Astro is a liar wtf.

SO RIGHT.

TADAAA.

THE WINNER IS!

 

 

 

!!1111

EI WTF.

Just kidding.

 

 

 

*crickets voices in the background*

 

Ei nola, i just wanted to talk about David Archutella Archutella Archileta Archuleta. Aih, i hate complicated names.

The end.

Ei (WHY I KEEP EI-ING LEH?!) actually nothing much to say. I just wanted to complain about his name. =X

And he is so so cute la XDD

I really thought he's going to win okay, so popular, but maybe i overestimated teenager girls. =X

A whopping 97.5 million votes okay dont play play.

David Cook got 56% of it O___o

 

He's really talented. So no complains. But, during yesterday's performance, hello? Why are you so bad leh? Pfft.

 

Ei i got nothing much to talk about lar. So the end la. I also dunnoe why i suddenly join this A.Idol madness. I didnt watch it, until the top 4, i think. So sampat right.

 

NOW LETS TALK ABOUT ANTM! (america's next top model, please remember that, too long to type)

Aihh, i dunnoe what to say lar. BUT WHY WHITNEY WON???

It's like the stupid MDG (malaysian dream girl, which, i didnt watch anymore since i know who won. got bored. they keep talking talking talking waste my time streaming the vids, plus, i can read reviews from blogs wtf), who let Cindy won wtf. But MDG is like A.Idol, popularity one.

 

BACK TO ANTM!

 

 

THIS. is Whitney, the first plus-size full-figured ANTM winner.

It's not that she's not pretty. In fact, she is really beautiful lor.

But i think Anya deserves to win more T__T

 

 

 

I think right, Tyra just wanted a plus-size girl to win la. PFFT.

Whitney is all confidence and all, but buek.

Oh oh, but she did rock the runway compared to Anya la.

 

Ei the end la wtf. No climax one okay. I suck at doing reviews. -_-

 

KTHXBYE.

Why do i sound so boring. PAH.

 

 

To you:

I really hope you learn. I can't take another drama like this, okay? Please, just let me know.

Learn to tell. Learn to have a better way to let go of all the stress in you. I know, i know it's hard. It's easier said than done. But hey, what am i for?

Again, i might be hopelessly helpless. But, trust me, telling out to someone, is way better than keeping it to yourself.

Trust me.

XOXO.

i hate mosquitos. they keep chasing me, like literally.

wherever i go, they go. PAH.

 

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Anyways. No photos in this post. So you may leave now.

 

At 2 in the morning, you woke us up. You shivered. And she thought you were scared. You told us what happened, and we rushed down. And he was on the floor. In pain, but not showing it to us. As if it wasn't bad enough. You started shivering, real bad. You scare me. I quickly grab more clothes to put on you, and to see you like that, you've no idea how useless i felt.

You lying down on the bed, shivering. shivering. and still shivering. You told me your face was cold. I really didn't know what else i can do, besides rubbing your face back and forth. At the point of time, i really felt so damn useless i dont know what else to do than break into tears. But i held it back.

At that time, besides talking to you, asking if youre okay, i cant even talk to anyone else, because once i open my mouth to talk to someone else about you, i started to tear.

And that sucks.

After that, i realised that cracked book shelf, i know how much pain he must be going through. But he stayed strong.

To see you and him breaking down at the same time, it crushed my soul.

It was a long long night, but it made me realised, how important you both are to me.

Please, dont ever ever leave me, dont ever ever leave us..

And never in my life, i ever want this to ever happen again, ever.

I might not show it, but i really need you both.

Get well soon. And please, becareful.

Loads of love.

XOXO.

 

 

Thanks baby for being there. Loves.

 

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dad: please put some sense into him before i get angry.

 

SERIOUSLY. if you are reading this, which i think the probability would be less than 0.01. PLEASE, plant some sense into you okay? we need to sit down and knock some sense into you talk. idiot.

 

KAY. Rise of China time (reads: asSIGHnment) (reads: assignment la duhh)

bye.

Was just talking to this friend of mine on IM. && i've just realised, how long it was since i last posted really emo post. (besides all those dog-ate-me, stepped-on-specs, brother-drank-my-coconut-drink posts) (YES HE BLOODY DRANK MY DRINK! IDIOT)

you know, those emo posts which no one understands wtf

It's funny how back then in xanga, i have emo post almost every week. x)

It's not like it's a bad thing right. To not emo and stuffs.

Like i said before, i've learned not to post up whatever i am unhappy about my boyfriend (the arguments and screamings wtf we had) in public, just because of an act of anger. Because there are many sadist in the world, celebrating with wines when they read about your yet-another-wuliao-fight-with-boyfriend post.

Not really. Just that, i think it is not worth it to let the whole world read about something that is supposed to involve only two person. Just because you were angry at the particular moment, and want to let things out. That is why i have a private blog! xP

&& it's actually quite nice to read it back again (in my private blog), because everything comes from my heart with no boundaries (private ma), and it amazes me how anger can really make someone so so irrational.

Why do i talk so much?

Anyways, i've been feeling emo.
I've mixed feelings about writing all these up, but yeah.

I'm kind of falling back into those emo-times again.
Where everything seems wrong.
Feeling emo. Feeling depressed.
And having the feeling of being all alone again.
):

NOO. I am not fighting with the boyfriend, not at all.
It's just other issues. Which are not really issues, in the first place.
:S

Am i having menopause ar WTF.

I think i've decided to just keep it to myself.
Or bug the boyfriend.
Or wake the girlfriend up, and ended up talking to myself
because she'll be fucking sleeping on the other line wtf.

But anyhows, to my multiple sex partners multiple gender partners different gender partners
lovely boyfriend and awesome girlfriend,
thanks for everything.
<3
 
XOXO.

p/s: suddenly, i freaking miss self-pornography self-photography, and photoshop-ing!
It's been so long since i do photoshop, i forgot what's the short-cut to resize a picture.
(as in, using ctrl plus something instead of going to the toolbar) 
-_-