15 posts tagged “bimbobitchy/angry/emotional”
Have you ever not thought of how fragile life is?
How helpless we are?
How tiny we are?
Two. In two weeks.
God, what do you really want from us?
5th July 2008.
Uncle, i wished i had went to see you, for one last time.
I'm sorry.
I might not know how pain it was.
But i know you went through a lot of pain.
No, im not close to you at all.
But i still feel ache in my heart.
Rest in Peace.
<3
I wished i've talked and got to know you more.
I'll try my best to take care of them, too, okay?
You'll be missed, Uncle Daniel.
In fact, i'm missing your loud voice, and laughter already.
&& the way you commented on my fry eggs.
"You cooked this? My God, so ugly!"
HAHA.
Psst. A secret from me to you.
I like looking into your eyes, the colour of your eyes are wonderful.
(:
28th June 1945 ~ 27th June 2008.
Rest in Peace.
<3
Happy Father's Day. <3
&&
Welcome Back Gramma! <3
Finally. After two years.
Thanks for the amazing two years (or less) you gave her, bitch. Couldn't be better.
Now please grab your popcorn, find your most comfortable sofa, and watch as karma plays its role.
Enjoy your show. (:
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Which btw. I realised i havent been doing birthday wishes on my blog lately, and i realised that. (see! i just repeated myself) Sorry. The memory storage in my brain is getting lesser and lesser. Fried mozarella, i'm only 20 years old. *depressed*
me: mom. you know. i always forget to answer people. i think its genes. i got it from dad, you see.
mom: no. you are still young. okay? its horrible.
me: its genes. that time, this friend was talking to me while i was eating. after he finished, he looked at me for respond. i continued eating. another friend was like, "emily, he is talking to you." and i replied, "yeah, i know. i was listening." both of my friends looked at me blankly. my friend asked, "why didnt you reply him?!". i said, "oh. shit. i forgot."
mom: ..... YOU ARE TOO YOUNG TO BE THAT FORGETFUL OK.
me: genes.
Aih. I really dont know. I tend to space out all the time, including times when im..
- studying/doing homework
- sleeping? wtf.
- watching tv
- staring
- talking WTF
- AND, when im eating.
The boi always scold me when im eating because he finished his meal, and im not even near half. I'll just bite on my spoon/fork/chopsticks/knifes/whatnots and space out. JUST LIKE THAT. Sorry, i dont know why am i like this either.
What is this?!
An intended-to-be-just-wishes post, turned *spaces out*..
OKAY FINE. Not funny. Fried mozarella! (fried mozarella is the new fuck* WTF) I've been slacking on my studies, AGAIN.
Why are you not surprised.
* it doesnt represent sex. it represents, erm expression. WHY AM I EVEN EXPLAINING?!
Bye bye!
XOXO
the latest in-house hairstyle.
Aihhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
My current favourite question:
WHAT IS THIS?!
Aiyor, i tell you la, my stupid little brother got conned la. Buy la buy phone, buy somemore without me (like i very pro like that, padahal, macam katak dibawah tempurung) (maybe my tempurung not so deep compared that to my brother's) (ei, isit called tempurung ar? -.-) (i really do not know where i get this habit of bracket-ing)
Somemore they dare to give my brother a memory that is USED. SECOND HAND. DIGUNA. HAND DOWN EXCEPT WE PAID FOR IT. WHAT IS THIS?! (1) (see how many what is this i'll have)
So meaning if people like my brother so stupid just take only, never ask for a new replacement, then they ma untung kau kau lor?! KNN.
Very obvious cheat senior citizens (ei my parents are not senior citizens yet la wtf) and kids lor!
Aih, don't even get me started on the handphone itself.
THE BASTARD (ei i started it myself, sorry ar cannot tahan) CLAIMED IT IS AN ORIGINAL PHONE, BUT I DONT FIND ANY ORIGINAL WARRANTY FROM SE LOR. WHAT IS THIS?! (2)
Only got some dunnoe what KKimobviouslyconningyou warranty card! WHAT IS THIS?! (3) (getting annoying right)
HELLO?! WE PAY FOR ORIGINAL PRICE OK. 200 BUCKS MORE OK. (which means, AP set is 200 bucks cheaper than original la stupid)
Mom asked them, they say dont worry la they give 2 years warranty la original give 1 year only la.
HELLO?! I AM PAYING 200 BUCKS FOR THAT ADDITIONAL WARRANTY OK! I PAY THE ORIGINAL PRICE I MIGHT AS WELL GO ORIGINAL SONY ERICSSON KEDAI TO BELI KAN?!
Ohmyfriedmozarella i am so freaking pissed (imitates white chick) i am going to have high blood pressure if i continue ranting here. *touches wood* i dowan high blood pressure wtf.
Aih, why would you go to Carrefour to buy a fucking handphone in the first place? Smart ass.
Somemore the receipt they put "AP", and they verbally told my parents its ORIGINAL. And paid for the ORIGINAL price. Oh my godddd la ok please feed me some fried mozarella. (what is this? (4) not related also!) (purposely put "what is this" one wtf)
Tak boleh diharapkan langsung. SEE, kids, act smart somemore wtf.
Aih, gotta try to fight back, but there's nothing much i can do, to save my little brother('s phone). =/ The most is to get back a brand new memory card, thats it.
(sorry ar, angry time, post very messy. capital letters much needed.)
Angry la aih. Please lor, want to get new phone, if very rich, get original phone, from authorized dealers. If not rich wanna act rich, go get AP phone from a trusted place, and please please, do some research on the price range, can or not? Technology so advanced for what? Please dont disappoint God ok. Or whoever that came up with such intelligent technology! (sorry ar, not that i dowan to acknowledge who created Internet, just that i cant be bothered to find out) (wtf) (if want to acknowledge, go find out la what so hard wtf make use of the technology wtf wtf)
&& please make yourself a favour, dont go to places like Carrefour to buy. -_-
Especially a particular shop with a sucky name - KK Tele Sdn Bhd.
Please ar. Thank you.
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Sakit gastric la wtf. The change in topic is so drastic i cannot recognise myself wtf.
Aihh, i need fooooood.
OHMYFRIEDMOZARELLA! Did you guys watched the lastest season's Dr. House?!!!
I missed it! I'm such a fan of this show laaaa. (yes, i realised i change topic within 1 second again)
The preview for the show on AXN was really really good lor! *goes youtube/crunchyroll* *stops myself*
Must study la. T__T
&& i really did that! I went to the library, (i change topic again btw) first thing first, a random issue of CLEO magazine! WHAT IS THIS (5), TELL ME! WHAT.IS.THIS! (6)
AIHHHHHHH. Im hopeless.
When i was reading CLEO half way.. (should be animated emoticon btw. if its not, F5)
I realised i should be studying! When i was supposed to start my study, the song that i suka sangat layan was playing on my handphone through my earphones!
OK finally gathered enough force to start studying! Then..
I realised i barely understand what Finance is! (impulse decision la! major la, major something this boring. act smart somemore! T__T)
(ei i lied. i didnt do the exercise. i am in the LIBRARY got friedmozarella's sake)
(and my boyfriend's brother can do this action okay! the emoticon above! hahah so funny ok!)
So i tried my best to tackle (wtf) Finance Introductory 201 because i really want to know what
(Sorry for the interruption. Had some internal conflicts between liwen and emily)
When i was finally having enough force to keep on going and going like energizer, the boi called and said he's outside my college!
"B, im going to college. If you fancy a lunch date, lemme know. Muahs!"
Yalor, why am i so sweet.
Yah. I am disgusted with my own vain remark as well.
So i quickly packed, and rushed down to see my boi for a romantic lunch date @ Subang Parade. You guessed it. TGIFridays for lunch. But i was still full from the breakfast i had with dad earlier. So i hentam the mash potato only. :X (i love love Friday's mash potato)
"Hey wanna go back now?"
I can say no, wait for a while more. But the thing is, i dont really like to make my dad wait for me. I mean, he's in his office, and im sure he has things to do. But i just feel bad lor.
YALA YALA ACCUSE ME OF BEING LAZY AND WANT TO GO HOME BUT GIVING EXCUSES LA.
So i packed, and baliked.
&& here i am, making a fool out of myself to make you look stupid laughing/giggling/smiling in front of your electronic box. (please ar, even if you did not, please pretend that you did. please dont disappoint me. say its funny. thank you)
& further procrastinating. and having gastric.
Bugger stomach. Have i not feed you enough?!
=/
Something's wrong with the emoticon tho..
You didnt wake me up, but make me fall! fall = can sleep comfortably! = happy me!
T_______________________________________T
DO YOU NOT WANT TO KNOW WHAT'S THE SURPRISE?!
BLAH!
NO MORE LA. WHAT ELSE YOU WANT ME TO SAY?! NO NEED STUDY AND ENTERTAIN YOU ENOUGH LOR ISIT?!
NOW I AM SICK. TALKING TO MYSELF THROUGH MY BLOG. YOU SAY STUPID OR NOT.
BYE LA BYE.
WHAT?!
ALT + F4 LA!
You think i dont know you're peeking isit?!
Aiyo, seriously, liwen, get a life.
Bye. For real.
p/s: EI! Gossip girl quite nice to watch hor, HEHEHHE.
Seriously. Bye. For real this time.
XOXO.
Hey hey hey. *says it in a very hamsap way*
wtf.
I shall not say/type anything stupid and wuliao because im using mommy's laptop, and im super lazy to get the charger wtf. Left 54% now wtf EI NO. Within 1 minute, left 47% wtf is this?
I'm really lazy one la, you dunnoe meh? Sigh.
Btw.
Aih.
I slacked the whole day today. ):
Woke up at 11ish, no 3K, happy girl. Went out to eat with the boi. Came back home to chill and pick random fights.
Then off he went at 2ish, and i continue to go online to gather useful information, look for handphone games (MY STUPID BROTHER GOT A NEW HANDPHONE WTF) (JEALOUS LA OK PFFT)
And i kept telling myself over and over again i MUST start studying at 3.30. Okay maybe 4.30. Okay, maybe 5.30. When i finally get to tear myself away from the stupid electronic box..
I FREAKING FELL ASLEEP ON THE COMFY SOFA!!!!1111
Parents, you all have to seriously reconsider having such comfortable sofa. Im sure everyone's house has this one sofa that is super comfy to sleep on right?
Aih, sofa is the new evil. ):
So, i slept from 6ish till supposingly 6.50. But tak jadi. Ended up waking up at 7ish when the boi called. Thank you for calling baby. But here i am, still continue on my wonderful job - slacking.
(ei if you're wondering (which i doubt you'll be wondering. you're reading in between the lines ARE YOU NOT?! Dx) why 5.30 i get myself away from PC, but 6ish only sleep ar. because hellloooowww, first day know a procrastinator ar?)
(no la, i went out to ber-bond-bond with my dogs. sayang them and give them love lor)
(yameh? its not procrastinate la. just waiting time giving love to them ok! dogs need at least 2 hours of love every day ok!) (serious. read it from somemore) (when am i going to stop doing brackets?)
LEFT 25%! Seriously, Compaq (the brand of the laptop) sucks la ok.
*goes and gets charger* (more time to talk cock pussy nonsense)
*spends 15 minutes untaggling the wires of the charger*
SERIOUSLY PEOPLE, please come out with some wireless battery and make it cheap. THANKS.
Oh where was i?
Aih. So yeah.
You know. It's actually quite annoying to see the word, "blog" all over the newspaper.
I mean, a blog used to be such a cyber thing. Like cyber world, fantasy world, something that's not real, virtual you know. Now ar, it has became a reality if i am making any sense.
We used to say dont trust blogs, now omg, even the ex PM is blogging wtf.
Ei, not exactly a good example hor. =X
GEDDIT OR NOT? (not a good example to say that blogs are trustworthy la YOU GEDDIT OR NOT?! SO SLOW LA YOU)
Don't whack me please. He's starting to annoy me tho. =/
Politics. so not me. Next topic.
Maybe, later, there will be no such things as newspaper, but newsblog. No one needs paper that needs constant recycling so our trees will not be gone and we will not be soffucated to death by heat and non-oxygen wtf.
Kata change topic. But still talking about cyber world. Next!
Why am i not amaze with my ability to talk.
I realised one thing tho. Usually when i am in the car with my boyfriend or daddy. If i refused to talk, the whole journey will be in such silence, i can hear the mosquito fly by. Or my own silent fart. WTF EI please ar, graceful girls dont say such a thing. My dog typed that line.
Like, when i emo my boyfriend, i refused to talk to him. And he will not have anything at all to say. -_-
From Sunway to Damansara, that half an hour journey, will be full of the sound of silent fart. (NICKY (my dog), DONT TOUCH MY KEYBOARD PLEASE)
But if im in a good mood, (i wont say talkative mood ok, im in one, most of the time. -_-) i tell you, my boyfriend has no way to shut me up, except listen or pretend to listen to me. Or actually, he can just say something to make me emo, i.e., when i am very excited telling him the stories of my life, he just cut me off and say, "oh my, look at that car so cibai looking"
.... IS THAT CIBAI LOOKING CAR MORE IMPORTANT THAN THE STORIES OF MY LIFE, HUH LEONARDO?! HUH HUH HUH?!
Then i'll shut up and let the sound of silent fart take over. (NICKY!) (ok, this is getting not funny and annoying right? i know)
Or, when my dad is fetching me from work/college/home to work/college/home (which is highly likely btw, i love you dad!) if i dont start asking stupid question or saying stupid thing, OR tell him the stories of my life WTF the car will again, be in silent. (no more fart this time)
Why they got nothing to say to me meh?
Aih, maybe because they know, if they were to start saying ONE word, i'll continue on and on and on and on and not to forget, getting louder too. -_-
&& by then, its too late to apologize stop me.
=/
Why am i so expressive leh? (sounds better than talkative hor? hehehe)
My lame-ism, nonsense-ism, and stupidity (no im not going to say stupidism, stupid) really amaze me sometimes. Sometimes only la. I pretty much got used to the stupidism stupid side of me. Not really. OH MY GOD PLEASE STOP AR LIWEN.
SEE. Charge laptop = allow me more time to type the first thing that comes to my mind, which, most of the time, is nonsense.
I think i am the most talkative person in my family. Or maybe your circle of friends wtf.
Give me a break la wtf wtf. *whacks self*
EI STOP TALKING LIAO LOR.
I need to start my studies, i slacked for the whole freaking day already ok! Somemore tomorrow i wont have time to study. ):
That's it man. It's final. I cannot study at home.
i) i need to get enough force to force me to even start studying.
ii) i need another batch of force to make me continue on my studies and no, strictly NO stopping at all, or i'll have to start first step again.
And i tend to sing out loud when im studying. =.=
(ya, i listen to music when i study)
Probably to release stress la.
So, i need to get out of my comfy home, the comfy sofa, the bed! PILLOW! LEONIDAS! (my son teddy bear) the electronic box. Wait, make that two electronic boxes! (TV leh? you think Astro got nothing nice to watch isit? Thank god i got no HBO and Cartoon Network ok. Or else, drop out of college already wtf) MY FRIDGE! The kitchen!
Sighh. MY DOGS TOO! SEE, too many distractions.
):
me: dad. i cant study at home. T_T
dad: hahaha, go college la
me: yeah i know. cause there are too many distractions at home.
dad: yeah especially your bed. (dammit. he knows me well T_T)
me: and pc. aihh. either i go college, or i go else where OUTSIDE of home to study. where there's no entertainment. (i wanted to say mcd, but i scared he scold me =X)
dad: swt. (no he didnt say swt, he just gave me this awkward swt-ish laugh)
Shit man. Im starting to think that college isnt a good place either, i've already planned to grab a CLEO magazine (ok maybe two) the moment i enter the library. T__T
College got many CLEO magazines.
T_____T
Sigh. Study group? Har? Siao ar. We will ended up gossiping wtf.
But maybe its a good idea lor. Sit alone damn jek ak (reads: kesian in hokkien), like in Mcd, study alone, then wanna go toilet also scared people steal your drink wtf. Or put drugs. Or steal your life = books and notes wtf.
EI happened to me before ok. I rushed to the toilet, came out, there's this boi trying to steal my LARGE SPRITE OK! Luckily i came out on time. T__T
ANYONE? MCD's to study? T____T
Preferably someone who doesn't gossip wtf wtf.
No. Seriously, anyone? ):
OK. Study week next week.
Monday and Tuesday, i'll most probably be in college, since dad's class ends at 4.30-5.00.
Wednesday i have extra classes from 12-6 (keng chau or not? 12 for Stats, 3 for Eco Tech)
Thursday probably i'll go McD's la.
Friday got Stats extra class again at 1.00
Ei hello. Then i better start studying or else where got time to ask lecturer questions if i have questions. T__T
Cause monday exam already!
*screams*
Panic la seriously.
No, not really.
AND THATS THE PROBLEM LAAA!
B.Communication so many things to read OK.
Finance. What? What's that? ZOMMMGGGG.
Stats. *stats-tified smile* WTF DONT LA OK LIWEN. Dont be over-confidence please T_T
Eco Tech. I'm so stressed out with this sub im already scared. =.=
Ok ok. Enough of ranting. Like bitch. Bising bising, tapi apa apa pun tak nak buat. -_-"
I got pictures to post leh! Okla quick one.
In class. Just in case i miss college someday, wtf.
& world, MEET MY LIFE!
Ei im serious ok. I even rename it right after i take this photo ok. It's my Statistic formula sheet. All the formulas. My life. Thank you.
L tried to snatch this paper from me and i screamed at him ok.
"THIS IS MY LIFE DO NOT PLAY WITH IT!" *gives the scariest stare*
Few hours spent. Im serious. Cause i can't remember what are the formulas. You know when the lecturer teach, they go according to the exam syllabus? And this stupid subject, for finals, its ALL topics ok. So some area, they have more complicated formula where its not used during midterm, so now i have to combine them accordingly. YOU GEDDIT OR NOT?
I feel so confused even when im trying to explain. I give up. It's not important, so i dont think you'll read anyways.
Plus, i was so careful when i did it. CANNOT LEAVE ANYTHING BEHIND WHAT. And must make sure i can read my own writing. -_-
Can only bring ONE A4 into the exam hall, must be kiasu and squeeze every possible info inside WTF.
OK. So much for a quick one.
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Went oneU yesterday (YA DIDNT STUDY AGAIN YESTERDAY WTF IS THIS) and they've roadshows!
Got a stick-on tattoo wtf. Guess what isit!
Celcom Xpax! XD
And baby won this handphone pouch just for me! Heheheh.
AND AND. The Dark Knight (batman right? wtf) movie tix!
The best part is? Anytime, anywhere, as long as the cinema has this movie. ;D
The bestest part is? I dont watch batman/spiderman/superman/ultraman/eggman movies. -_-
Whatever. I got it for free. Hehehe.
Ei but i did watch The Superhero Movie!
HAHA, it was so funny la i laughed like a madlady i think i scared L's cousin and the cousin's girlfriend.
It's like the Spartan/Epic/Scary Movie.
Yeah, you get the picture.
SPOILER:
i mean, spiderman got bitten by the spider. and this dragonflyman got raped by a dragonfly. -_- NOT FUNNY MEH?
DONE SPOILING.
Last picture.
T__T
Celery + apples.
Mommy served it to me when it is chilled somemore. How considerate hor. T__T
But it was fine la. Mommy added more apples this time. :D
OK. Off to study mandi, makan, minum juice WTF and then TV WTF WTF *steps on self* AND STUDY.
XOXO.
Thanks for tuning in. BYE.
No words can describe how angry i am.
BASTARD.
If you see me on the street someday, please, save the hassle to even come to say hi.
There are only two possibilities.
i) i'll pretend i didn't see you.
ii) i'll pretend i do not know you.
Don't come up to me, and say, hey how can you forget who i am?
Because, i do not need someone like you in my life.
I do not need someone like you, to be in my friends-list.
For one. You claimed that you dislike your girlfriend.
But you are still clinging your life onto her.
Because man, you can't even provide yourself a roof.
Perfect example of "to hai fan" (slipper-rice wtf) (it means, a guy solely depend all his expenses on a girl)
Are you not ashame?
I feel shame for you.
Second. If you, yourself cannot handle your own relationship properly, stay that way.
Educate yourself, please.
Third. You just taught me what is, "buat baik, tidak akan dibalas baik"
Forth. Fuck off.
I don't need anymore people like you to try to ruin my life.
Don't let me see your fucking face.
I don't know what i am going to do.
KNN.
I just felt like blogging. O_o
But i totally forgot what i wanted to blog about. -_-
Oh yes i remembered. Yesterday's news. Clicky here.
The moment i read the headline, i tell you. I cant describe how i felt. -_-
WHAT DO YOU FREAKING MEAN IT'S SEXY?! MUNIRAH BAHARI WHOEVER YOU ARE.
PFFTTTT.
For the past decades, that's what we girls have been wearing.
&& seriously, what is with Malaysians and blaming the girls, and only the girls?!
Isit OUR fault that your dick just decided to erect?!
Isit OUR fault that you had weird fantasy?!
Seriously!
Coming from a female somemore. So, Munirah whoever you are, are you trying to say that all the girls in Malaysia try to seduce men? All the girls in Malaysia encourage molest/rape/pre-marital sex? All the girls in Malaysia want to be fucked by some random ugly smelly stranger?!
Kukubird.
You are freaking degrading your own kind females okay! And that includes degrading YOURSELF.
Ohmyfriedmozarella i am so pissed i do not know what am i saying.
Munirah said that “covering up” according to Islamic precepts was important to fend off social ills, including “rape, sexual harassment and even premarital sex.”
“Decent clothes which are not revealing can prevent and protect women from any untoward situations,” she said, suggesting that girls wear a blouse of a different colour or with an undergarment. (The Star, 2008)
(ei excuse me havent got over the in-text citation)
YA RIGHT LA OK.
If it's so, why are some girls who wore some aunty-outfit/baju kurung got raped?!
THAT'S BECAUSE IT'S THE FREAKING CREATURE WITH AN UNCONTROLLABLE DICK'S FAULT.
Thank goodness, today's newspaper, there are many people who backfired this Munirah whoever she is.
Made me feel much better.
Ei Munirah whoever you are, please ar, if you want attention, try something else lor. Degrading and humilliating yourself... oh wait, it does bring you attention.
BUT I HATE YOU. Whoever you are,
*stomps floor like a child*
Aih, why don't people think before they make comments like this?
How does that help the society?
So now every creature with a dick, can go to a random government school, and rape random girls with their uniform on, because of WHAT YOU SAID MUNIRAH WHOEVER YOU ARE.
And their defense?
"Because their stupid white blouse is so ohhhh transparent and i cant ohhh bloody resist ohhh and please, that Munirah whoever she is, supported this statement okay ohhhh"
* ohhh = those sampat bintai rapist disgusting orgasming voice
YOU ARE ENCOURAGING RAPE NOW, HAPPY.
Well done, Munirah, well done. (Justine, 2008)
Next time, Munirah, enforce this.
Ei, remember to use thicker material too. Cause, the girls might start taking photos with camera flash, and then can see their pink bra underneath to encourage rape.
(You know how some black clothes, the material is not thick enough, when there's flash, can see through? Not exactly see through, but can see the colour of your undergarment? Not exactly a way to turn a guy on, but hey! In Munirah's eyes, all men are animals that get turned on 24/7, and all women are borned to seduce men who are actually animals)
Seriously.
Bitch.
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Oh. I totally forgot what else i wanted to say. I rememeber i had loads of things to talk about when i was out in Carrefour with my parents. Besides what i've blogged above, of course. (I mean, other things besides the sexy uniform thing la)
Mom and lil brother are going off to Tioman on Sunday night.
There, i have another part-time job now - a temporary mom.
-_-
Screw it. More Domino pizzas for me. :X
&& tomorrow imma going to Sunway Lagoonnnnnn!
;D
I wanna go Genting Highlands tho..
Babbbbyyyyy. Bring me there pleaseeeee. *big innocent watery eyes*
EI ENOUGH LA. I've got better things to do than to entertain you.
BYE.
XOXO.
OH SHIT.
HAPPY BELATED 39th MONTHSARY SARAH!!!1111
Ei, i wished you okay. Just accidently forgot to insert it here.
You also what!
:XXXX
Love you la bitch.
OO && XX
<3
Alive, i am.
Not fun, i tell you.
I thought i recovered. But. T_T
I freaking puked my dinner, bit by bit on Tuesday night!
&& if you don't know already, i extremely dislike hate benci to vomit!
It's the worst feeling ever, especially after you ate!
*sigh*
Besides Chee Cheong Fun (try puking after eating CCF, it's horrible), puking after having rice as dinner is nowhere near funny either.
Somemore bit by bit okay! Meaning, puke 1/5 of the amount i ate.
Rest.
Puke another 1/5.
Rest.
Puke another 1/5.
!!!!
Once and for all lar, wtf.
It sucks so bad, i refused to drink or eat anything. Although dad has told me to drink a lot because i was dehydrated. Explained that fever. But if i drink/eat, i puke!
So i went to bed early, in hope to sleep the puking-feeling away. T__T
But i didn't work too well. The longest time i could fall completely asleep is.. 10 minutes.
My mouth was so dry okay but i refused to drink. T_T
When i finally gave up and drank, dad was there to distract and talk to me, i accidently drank too fast. -____-
&& i freaking puked everything out again!
T______________________________T
It felt so bad, and i needed love so much, i called the boi and cried.
=X
Sorry ar, he manja me a lot fyi. :P
Within half an hour, this little angel (not literally little la wtf) arrived in front of my doorstep. At 12.15AM T__T
I was so so so grateful.
I was lying on the sofa in the living room, hugging my booboo (with L threatening to throw it away, and asking me to choose between him and my pillow wtf T__T), having L gentling massaging my back and my stomach (not at the same time la hallo) and talking to me...
I TELL YOU, IT'S ONE OF THE BEST MOMENTS IN LIFE OKAY! (cannot say its the best cause they're so many incredible moments with the boi xD)
&& from emo depress sanfu kesian very sad me, i turned into a happy talkative cute sexy me!
He massaged massaged me, while i kept talking and annoying him, as usual. ;D
And obviously feeling much much better after that. I didn't puke anymore ever since he arrived. ;D
Amazing or not! *loved*
He fed me with water and orange juice. Listened to me talk talk talk. And constantly reminding me that im a bit too loud. =X The poor boi was probably really sleepy, but he kept up with the talkative very talkative side of me.
&& the most amazing part of the whole thing is?
.... the little darling was with me the whole damn night, until the next morning. (:
Yah, he had to force me to sleep, because he said im sick and i need rest. >_<
The feeling of seeing him so near me when i wake up is so amazing *cries*
&& we went for breakfast @ Pan Bakery ss15.
&& went Pyramid to walk around. We hung around in Popular poking and looking and destroying at everything we see. -_-
& went to print a pocket calender with our faces on it in Harvey Norman! HAHAHA.
They have this machine there where you can upload and print out your photos.
Ahh, feel so good lar to have you by my side, baby. Love it. Love you even more.
*muahs*
Thank you baby.
XOXO.
OK. End of mushy post. BYYYYEEEE.
<3
How i spent my one-week holidays.
Tuesday: Bumped around at home.
Wednesday: Spent the whole day with my boyfriend.
Thursday: Went to work. 12-10. Spent 30 minutes deciding where to eat for my 2-hours break.
Friday: Spent the whole day with my boyfriend.
Saturday: 3K. Fridays.
Sunday: 3K. Fridays. Fcking bad day i tell you.
First i left my handphone at home (seriously. i feel insecure and stupid and useless without my handphone WHAT HAVE I TURNED INTO?!).
Second i fcking left my HANDBAG in my aunt's house WTF I KNOW. Aihh.
Third, i forgot my red bangle/braclet. (one of the uniform standards la screw it)
&& i was freaking freaking mooody when i reached Fridays. Cause..
i) just woke up from sleep.
ii) i dont geddit! why am i so forgetful one leh?
&& things couldn't be worse. i had some miscommunication and misunderstanding with a girl. not really. i didn't have misunderstanding with the girl, but more to the company! a policy that everyone thought it works that way, turned out that it doesn't work that way! you geddit or not! nevermind. dont geddit then just stay that way.
aihh. then right, the mother made a big fuss out of it. and scolded my poor poor innocent colleague. i felt so bad for misleading the girl, i was planning to apologize to her after the mom stop blabbing at my poor colleague. then, that's when another two colleagues of mine, decided to be really friendly and nice and loving and whatnot, started squeezing my shoulder to comfort me!
you know how when you feel like crying or is crying, someone comes and comfort you, you feel like crying even more?
YES.
then my shift leader of the day, came over, and asked me what happened. i said "ask kenneth" but he kept asking me and TADAAAA.
You guessed it. I BROKE INTO TEARS! =.=
Aihhh. Why am i like this, kan?
So right, i also dunnoe isit destinied (wtf) or not, but when i broke down, that's when the (girl's) family decided to leave! and i cant be apologizing with my fuckface right. -_-
&& the shift leader of mine was being oh-so-lovely, he was blocking/protecting me from the family when they leave (i was behind him) while i sob like a baby. .____.
AIYO. So dramatic la okay. But meh, i also dunnoe why my tears are so easily squeezed out. But very embarrassing lor can! Like that also wanna cry. T___T
After cooling down and settling down wtf.
kenneth: sorry lor.
&& he turned his back on me, offering me his back to cry on. i just smack his butt and went off wtf ungrateful child i am.
AIHH. So they kept joking and laughing and comforting me *hamtaro eyes* They were really sweet and nice lahh.
Kept asking me if im alright, and blaming everything on others but me. T_T
&& i went to apologize to the poor innocent colleague (for kena bombark for nothing) and he was like, "nonono dont worry its not you come on lah they all aihh dont worry dont worry!" T____T
I felt so loved lah.
Doesn't it feel super good, when people are just so protective over you?
(:
So it sums up my bad day for Sunday. Which ends up not too bad. Full of love. (:
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&&&& today's first day of college, after the one week holiday. and my brain is rusted, and still rusty. T__T
BUT pfft! It started real good, because i went lunchy with my boyfriend! All sweet and mushy. *melts in love*
@ Pizza Hut ss15
SALAD!
Was damn full la. I only ate one piece of pizza from the personal pizzas. -_-
OK NOW. Better start my research on my presentation! Need to work twice as hard to get good results. SIGH.
My results came out for Stats and Finance.
Finance was piece of shit.
But my Stats was great! ;D
But whatever. BYE.
STUDY STUDY!
XOXO.
<3
Aih.
I dunnoe what's wrong with my skin lately. As long as my face touched water, ie bathing, washing face. It gets red and itchy.
*sigh*
I thought it was the cleasner, so just now, i decided not to wash my face. And its still the same!!
&& my skin is getting back to the dry-and-skin-peels stage. It was like that once, so i could NOT live withOUT my moisterizer. Then there was once, it was miracly fine, and sometimes i laze, and didnt apply moisterizer.
-__________-
What's new from emily, kan?
I hate this lah. Sigh.
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On a really happier note. Very happy.
MY OH SO GREAT BABY.
FOUND.
PS. I LOVE YOUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!11111
YAYYYYYAYAYYA. THAT DVD!!
OH GOSH I LOVE CECELIA AHERN, the one who wrote the book.
THAT BOOK IS SO BRILLIANT!
Aih, baby, PS, I LOVE YOU. WTF.
Thanks baby boi.
*MUAH*
Although it is said that the movie always suck if it comes from a book. But what the heck?!
Uhhhh wtf.
I literally turned insane, and begged L for the DVD ok wtf. Why i like that hor? But heh.
Gotta go catch it before my work.
YES. Fridays still want me. BYE.
