I wished i've talked and got to know you more.
I'll try my best to take care of them, too, okay?
You'll be missed, Uncle Daniel.
In fact, i'm missing your loud voice, and laughter already.
&& the way you commented on my fry eggs.
"You cooked this? My God, so ugly!"
HAHA.
Psst. A secret from me to you.
I like looking into your eyes, the colour of your eyes are wonderful.
(:
28th June 1945 ~ 27th June 2008.
Rest in Peace.
<3
What the fried (mozarella).
Why am i so so forgetful lah? ):
Btw, Happy belated 40th Monthsary Sarah!
We, again, forgot to take memories! (reads: photos)
Nah, old photo.
*bites*
Missing you. <3
*
Muka stone of the year.
:X
A meal.
Maggie + Horlicks ice.
Simple. Yes. Lovely. Definitely.
Do you have any idea how much i've missed moments like these?
Thanks baby.
Ohhhhh. We were watching Gossip Girls too.
Yeah man, the boi watched Gossip Girls with me! *giggles*
Love you baby.
belated;
<3 + 16.
XOXO.
*
Ei haha weekends were fine, actually.
As usual la, my weekends are always filled up. -_-
3K in the morning. Come back.
Either i sleep, eat, watch movie/tv, or surf the Internet or i electronic box myself.
Saturday: Sleep. Checked.
Sunday: Eat. Checked. Watch Dvd. Checked.
&& off to Jumaat's i go.
And you've no idea how many bloody times i repeated, "oh yeah i was having my finals" whenever people asked me what had happened to me for the past 3 weeks. -_-
And how many times i repeated, "some papers were excellent, some papers were like shit, for example, FINANCE!"
.. until i got so bored, i just said, fine. wtf.
OHGOSH.
You people go download/buy/rob the movie August Rush.
(because i dont *think* Malaysia has it. You know, lame-ass movies yes many. Amazing movie, huh? what?)
(it's a 2007 movie i think)
Amazing movie i tell you.
It's basically a movie about music. How music brings people together.
Aiyor, the boi so cute la. The little boi - Freddie Hughmore.
He also acted in Charlie and the Chocolate Factory.
His dimple is so cute can die.
The music is oh-so-fantabulously amazingly lovely wtf. Sorry ar, my vocab damn small.
Oklaa. I think my sister emo cause she asked me to go for breakfast at 10AM just now, and i said later later, and now its 12.17PM wtf.
BYE.
*continues to stone*
Sigh. Im so so so bored can die.
But again, i've things to do. Like watching Dvds that L asked me to few months ago (he said its really nice). Like catching up all the TV shows i missed. (actually i dont really think i missed any wtf.) Eat. Speaking of eat. I ATE ONE MEAL ONLY SO FAR wtf. (and ice-creams as dessert)
Isn't holidays supposed to be pigging and eating? Bah. Nothing to eat at home wtf. Got la. Lazy to cook. -_-
&& i kind of lose my interest on junk foods O__o are you kidding me?
There was this time when i was craving for potato chips every single day. Now i dont bother looking at one! L restricted me from having Twisties he said its bad. And Cheezles. Im bored of it. So is Super Ring. YAWNS.
Oh oh. I fell in love with Apollo again wtf. The packet chocolate cake thingy. x)
Yahla, what a post - the point is. Im freaking stoning i got nothing to do!
L: exam time you say stress stress stress. now holidays already you say youre bored bored bored. what you want me to do?
Isn't life like this? :X
So i spent my whole day sitting in front of this electronic box, and played games on Facebook.
No i still dont get facebook, but there are MANY MANY games!
And i was playing this word search game. AND LOOK WHAT WORD I FOUND!
MY OWN NAME!
Is this not cool?!
Wahahaha. Go find your name la, go la go la wtf.
& oh, i totally suck at this game. After one million times of playing and playing, i only managed to complete it ONCE. Yes ONCE. What is this man.
I need a job.
Im bored of Fridays. But imma stick with it for the time being.
Anyone? Job vacancies?
T__T
I was just reading my old blog - xanga; to get inspiration to blog wtf.
This is just weird la. I actually surfed my college-works folder, old photos (again), and my old posts in xanga. Why am i so sentimental lately?
Yah, it actually pleasures me to read back my old assignments. -_-
My, i sound so sick.
Not really right? Afterall, it's my hardwork.
Aih, I really need to stop talking to myself.
Oh i miss:-
SHOPPING
&& PHOTOGRAPHY
(well, including taking vain photos. and attempting to make it look artistic wtf)
i need to goo shopping laaa. without spending money can ar?
.__.
F.Mozarella, i amuse myself.
I think i really need my sleep. Surprisingly, the first thing that i did right after my last paper was, eat, of course. And go online. -_-
I didn't go for a nap! Seeing that i woke up at 5AM to revise and went back to sleep at 6.15AM wtf. And dad woke me up at 7.20AM because he was "late for work". (forgotten that he has morning class on Wed) I planned to wake up at 7.30AM ok wtf please dont tell me there's no difference, because THERE IS.
Somemore two paper in one day. Stoned until 3.00PM okay. But the sweet thing is, dad came over to invite me to lunch! Hehe. But i had to study.
I think i was really stoned on the last day of my paper, because i actually spent more than an hour doing 1/3 of the paper, and panicked through out the other 2/3. But i actually left the examination hall 15 minutes before time. REALLY. I could've just rewrite my stupid letter right! (it was Business Communication)
Finished 2/3 in less than an hour. Champion.
When i told L about my last paper, i realised i was really stupid to even leave the exam hall but that has NEVER cross my mind at that time. L asked me WHYYY.
I dunnoe man. Prolly i was really really stoned already.
&& i needed to pee badly wtf.
My ability of dragging the conversation on and on and on....
Anyways, my point is. I slept at 5AM yesterday, despite me not napping at all after my last paper.
Very good. And woke up quite early, me thinks. At... i cant remember. -_- Before noon.
I KNOW. THIS IS MADNESS. WHATS WRONG WITH ME?!
I better go tangkap my sleep now. Holidays = get back all the sleep i deserved.
Seriously la. Exam time = sleep sleep sleep.
Holidays liao = dowan sleep dowan sleep dowan sleep.
... And we always wonder why God never fulfill whatever we asked for. Because, humans (why not humen ar? man men, woman women. geddit?) are so bloody hard to please.
&& why am i still going on and on?
Ohmy, seriously. Leonardo, how do you freaking stand me?
*stone*
p/s: public love to sarah `asimah :P
EII. Wtf is this. My handphone said "there's an enhancement attached" but the thing is, i dont have one attached to my phone!
What is this what is this?
Invisible enhancement? T_T
* enhancement = supposingly my handsfree kit. or headset. or earphone. WHAT THE HELL DO WE CALL IT IN THE FIRST PLACE?!
maybe thats why its called an enhancement.
So i cant answer my phone without using loudspeaker to let everyone else hear my private conversation!
Because apparently, i am connected to an enhancement!
&& i cant even connect to my bluetooth headset handsfree earphone enhancement because apparently, i am connected to an invisible enhancement!
T______T
I tried on and off this stupid phone it's still the same. Maybe i should just really insert a visible enhancement to see what it says. Nanti la baru aku buat.
Yes yes! I have a new bluetooth enhancement! (is the word enhancement not annoying? cause it annoys me)
With a cute T-shirt mom bought back from Tioman. Hehehe.
Ei please ar. Don't complain about the sucky 2.0 megapixel quality ar. You think i got so much money to buy a 10.0 megapixel camera ar?
SHADDAP la, my brother is using the d350, and who the hell uses a d350 to take a photo of a new bluetooth enhancement!
Ok. Im just lazy.
I actually lost interest in photography. -_-
Got no good camera, bising. Got good camera, lost interest. Apa la ni.
Some sifu, teach me how to use a good camera (not good good, but still good la so shaddap) (ei i dunnoe which good to italic-kan la, dilemma in life), pleaseeeee! :P
Goodness friedmozarella!
(i always say firefox mozarella to myself i dont know why it annoys the hell outta myself. -_-)
(supposed to be firefox mozilla ok. please dont make me sound like some idiot who explains her own jokes) (fine. its mozilla firefox. whatever rocks the boat)
(was that ross or joey from friends who always explain his own jokes?) (ya friends very addictive!)
I'm so so out of topic can die.
I wanted to say.
WELCOME TO MY LIFE, HOLIDAYS!
wtf.
18th June 2008. ITS TODAY.
MY SECOND INDEPENDENCE OF 2008!
So its public holidays for the rest of the month wtf. YAY.
Ok the end change topic wtf.
Things to do:
- Dentist
- Driver's license (stop laughing. yes im 20. shuddap)
- Catch up with friends
- Bum around
- Bum around
- Bum around
wtf.
&& just now it sounded like i've many many much much things to do. Ceh.
It's official la. Im a boring nerd. ):
God please save me wtf.
EII. Let's go youtube la ok? That's what i like doing anyways.
I got the links from her, and as she would put it, yes, i "stalk" her. -_-
(no, i dont know her. wait this is complicated. get ready.)
(yes i know her in real life, but no i dont know her in person WTF IS THIS and i found her blog from another's person blog and i find her writing style quite interesting, therefore im "stalking" her)
(ei nola, cause she always put it this way. blogs that she read religiously = stalk) (ei, wait true what. its stalking) (OMG I NEED TO STOP TALKING TO MYSELF AM I THIS LONELY AR?!)
Let's finally get to the vids, okay?
This is freaking cute ok! The little girl who's afraid of her own shadow! HAHAHHAHA so cuteeezzz.
This is soooo funny! His laughter! zommmggzz!
Okla, enough. I go entertain myself. You go find vids yourself.
BYEEE
XOXO
Happy Father's Day. <3
&&
Welcome Back Gramma! <3
Finally. After two years.
Thanks for the amazing two years (or less) you gave her, bitch. Couldn't be better.
Now please grab your popcorn, find your most comfortable sofa, and watch as karma plays its role.
Enjoy your show. (:
*
Which btw. I realised i havent been doing birthday wishes on my blog lately, and i realised that. (see! i just repeated myself) Sorry. The memory storage in my brain is getting lesser and lesser. Fried mozarella, i'm only 20 years old. *depressed*
me: mom. you know. i always forget to answer people. i think its genes. i got it from dad, you see.
mom: no. you are still young. okay? its horrible.
me: its genes. that time, this friend was talking to me while i was eating. after he finished, he looked at me for respond. i continued eating. another friend was like, "emily, he is talking to you." and i replied, "yeah, i know. i was listening." both of my friends looked at me blankly. my friend asked, "why didnt you reply him?!". i said, "oh. shit. i forgot."
mom: ..... YOU ARE TOO YOUNG TO BE THAT FORGETFUL OK.
me: genes.
Aih. I really dont know. I tend to space out all the time, including times when im..
- studying/doing homework
- sleeping? wtf.
- watching tv
- staring
- talking WTF
- AND, when im eating.
The boi always scold me when im eating because he finished his meal, and im not even near half. I'll just bite on my spoon/fork/chopsticks/knifes/whatnots and space out. JUST LIKE THAT. Sorry, i dont know why am i like this either.
What is this?!
An intended-to-be-just-wishes post, turned *spaces out*..
OKAY FINE. Not funny. Fried mozarella! (fried mozarella is the new fuck* WTF) I've been slacking on my studies, AGAIN.
Why are you not surprised.
* it doesnt represent sex. it represents, erm expression. WHY AM I EVEN EXPLAINING?!
Bye bye!
XOXO
the latest in-house hairstyle.
Those were the days.. ( i )
2005:
2006:
(you're welcome Cassandra Anne Paul & Ryan Gan Kay Jin)
.
ei, this is more exhausting than i thought. continue next time bye.
p/s: we need to take more photos and hang out more. =/
XOXO.
edited:
Ohmyfriedmozarella! >_<
Today i woke up, did usual chores.. && i heard a honk outside, with my usual dogs, doing their usual noisy job whenever there are strangers nearby.
I pretend i didnt hear that stupid honk, because i knew my big brother will take care of it. I mean, my friends dont come so early to bug me, except my awesome. But at 10AM, its too late for her to bug me, cause if she was to bug me, 8AM will be an ideal time. =XXX
(sarah `asimah, i still love you XD)
Anyways. Cut the story la, i realised i always like to go few rounds around the roundabout before getting into the point. Sorry la, my given talent by God. Thank you God.
OMG. OKLA. The thing is. The reason i blog is.
OMG. OMG. OMG.
Do you feel like bitch slapping me now? Because i do.
OK OK. Look, it turns out that, it was the pos laju van outside! And brother signed a package, and as he was walking in, I SAW MY NAME ON IT!
You do know how it feels like to get a letter from the postman right? (i mean, at this age la. i think as i age, i will pray everyday there'll be no mail of debts for me =X) && its even greater when you get pos laju!
HOW COOL IS THAT YOU TELL ME?!
And it was who else? The love of my life! Colleen Thum Ruo Ning! *puppy eyes*
& sorry la, i was too excited to open the package, i forgot to take a picture of it. I mean, fuckit la. Who wants to look at a picture of a stupid wrapped up thingy with censored adresses, right? Waste of my time, and your time.
AND GUESS WHAT'S INSIDE!
*insert a crying emoticon*
It's the clothes i wanted from the virtual-shopping-mall!
ALL THREE!
Yah, there was this period of time, when she succesfully bomoh-ed me into online shopping, when i was supposed to play the role of stopping her from online shopping. -__-
&& of course i planned to pay her back! She is just supposed to help me to get those stupid bajus.
And being the usual stingy me, i only chose two out of three. AND SHE BOUGHT ME ALL THREE!
T_________________________________________________T
T_________________________________________________T
Why you so nice to me lar? T_T
That time i asked for dried strawberries cause she told me she was going to Cameron Highlands. And i expected a small round tupperware of it. Instead, she bought me a BIG ONE! As big as those rectangular tupperware OK! It's x5 bigger than what i expected! T__T Why you so stupid one Colleen wtf.
And for the three times we met up in our lives, she spent me meals two times, and that one time, is because we didnt sit down and have a meal together. -_-"
She refused to let me pay. T_T
I lovee youu, my materialistic love wtf T_T
Btw, vain photos whee hehehehe!
First of all. Excuse that face, i just woke up from sleep. You should be grateful that i remembered my undergarment, or else you'll be so terrified because you cant see anything at all from me you'll think i actually have a dick WTF.
Second of all. This is not my room. Not yours either. And the stain in the middle is a brand-sticker of the mirror, i think.
Third of all. You can shut up with all the no-boobs (again, be grateful i remember my undergarment), bloated-tummy, big-ass stories, because YOU KNOW WHAT? SURPRISE! I HAVE EYES TOO! wtf
(ei sorry la. time of the month. sasau jor.)
Oh oh ohhh~~ I love love this top! Thankkkyouuu love! I think i must puasa 2 days before wearing this body-hugging baju. But i love it! XD
This one is the one that i erm, actually wanted, but didnt want it. Cause i was too stingy. =X
&& she bought it for me anyways. T_T
It's a little loose, but who the fcuk cares! cause..
THERES A HOOOODDDD!
Sorry. Hoods. My type. Even though i get really frustrated when my boyfriend forces me to hood myself if its raining. He said i'll get sick blah blah, but i like the rain. T__T Yeah la, afterall its for my own good yeah i know i'll stop now or else this will turn into one hell of a mushy post fullstop
Ei fuck. O__o do you realised this top makes me boobs 10 times bigger? O_O Melintang does make things look bigger! and not to forget, shorter too. And also further emphasize the size of my stupid bum.
Im so in love laa.
LOVE, thanks! T_T
Since you do not want back the meal erm, money? And wouldnt give me your stupid bank account number. And fucking send me these as my birthday presents. Can we please meet up again, so i can at least spend you a meal? Prolly to congratulate you for finally (=X) getting a boring 9-6 job? =X
Ok deal. After my finals. BYE. LOVE YOU!
XOXO
*done editing*
original post:
Taking an evening paper is actually quite the same, except after your paper, you dont see sunbeam anymore. (bravo to myself for making obvious statement)
Finance was shitty. I nearly tore the paper by erasing my answers (or rather, scribbles). Let's just skip that, alright?
&& after that paper, i've been on holidays already, can you freaking believe it?! That's only the first paper! T_T
I watched dr. house (addicted much >_<) right after the paper, and then the next day was spent napping, eating, drinking, shitting, peeing, watching electronic box and the cycle continues. Yeah, sometimes, i dont get myself either.
& the worse thing is, i know Wednesday is a boyfriend-day. Yet i slacked. And slacked on Wed too. YAWNS.
So anyways.
09.06.08 Finance 20117.06.08 Business Statistics 101
18.06.08 Economics Techniques 102
18.06.08 Business Communication 101
YES. Two papers in ONE and my LAST day.
Very early morning paper for Eco Tech, and then 3 clock for my Biz Comm paper. Very good.
Stop slacking.
I'll forbid myself from blogging till exam is over. Hopefully.
OHMYGOSH. The queen of realising the lamest thing on earth found something! (ie, remember the stupid oKAYjin thing? sigh, am i sick ar?)
From my post # Eight Four, you're prolly too lazy to click and read. So there i quote.
Okla whatever.
18th April, my first independence of the year 2008 wtf.
GEDDIT OR NOT?! 18th April WAS my first independence of 2008!
Now, 18th of June is going to be my second independence of 2008!
I'm so amazed with my ability to discover amazing stuffs like this!
HEHEHE.
xoxo gossip girl WTF.
Ei yala, i've been watching gossip girl. Very gossipy. Mmmm.
Laters!
XOXO goss.. *slaps self*
<3
Cannot believe im still slacking when my exam is on Monday. Please kill me. ):
Somemore tomorrow's daddy's birthday. -_-
BTW.
HAPPY 27th ANNIVERSARY to the PARENTS! <3 <3
Aiyar so cute la. My dad brought my mom out, and ask her to pick her own flowers.
&& then they both (asked on different time) told us they're going to eat roti canai as celebration tonight. -_-"
&&& dad refused to listen to us on the movie recommendations we gave them, because they say we always recommend children's movie, ie, Happy Feet, Harry Potter. -___-
I guess they're right. Sister suggested Kung Fu Panda. -_______________________________-
Aiyor. Please study la liwen! ):
Seriously. -_-"
I am pretty.
*slaps self*
I mean, i am pretty surprised with my ability of slacking/procrastinating.
You freaking guessed it. I KEPT PROCRASTINATING MY STUDIES LOR.
But if i am doing my Statistics, i am super in the mood and i get to go on and on for hours! Proved that Finance is really not my type of tea. drink. coffee? just not my type la. T_T
But its really too late to apologize regret. WHY AM I SO ANNOYING kept mentioning One Republic's song - Apologize?! Jokes are meant to be funny the first time, not second or third or forth and so on okay! *writes down on my note book*
So yeah. Why am i so hardworking on a subject that i already scored high distinction for my internal marks? I got 38/40 for my internal marks for Stats ok *bangga wtf like bitch like that. Sorry.
My point is, i got 32.4/50 for my Finance okay! I cannot believe i actually scored higher for a total of 40, than a total of 50. You understand my point or not? This is just so embarrassing and i actually just posted this in my public erm, blog.
My point is, again, i should be focusing more on my Finance! The harder subject! WHY on friedmozarella am i focusing on the easiest subject on earth?! (ei no la, seriously, i am not bragging la. but Stats IS easier compared that to other subs im taking. cause they allow formula sheet! i love love this concept you're so brilliant whoever you are! i love you!)
Finance is boring la. And the first paper is Finance. -_-
At what time you know?!
6.45 IN THE EVENING! WHAT IS THIS?!
Im afraid of dark one leh. T_T
So things to do before entering the exam hall.
i) go to the loo and force all the pee in my bladder out.
ii) freaking eat
iii) bring gastric pill just in case. YAH my stomach goes cuckoo even though i eat my meals. okla, maybe i didnt eat on time. >.> BUT I ATE. pfft.
iv) go to the loo again. T_T
v) dont leave the exam hall earlier, because if i do, i have to call and wait for my dad ALONE. scary T__T
vii) make sure dad arrives 10 minutes before exam ends. T_T
I suck. -_-
Aihh. Finance, please, show some mercy. Easy paper, please please? I need to know the surprise bf is giving me get good grades.
I realised my grades in Year One were so horrible, even i get high distinction for all the subs this semester also i cannot get a good average marks. -___-
And getting high distinction for all subs this semester is beyond ... impossible? T_T
I mean, an internal mark of 32.4/%) i mean, 32.4/50 (i tried to capital-letter-ed my 50 -_-) want to get 80 and above, i need a whopping 47.6/50 for my finals. ARE YOU KIDDING ME.
So you get my point. Its impossible. T____T
&& at the rate i am studying now, i bet i have to stay up till late to complete all the syllabus, and be able to calculate all the stupid calculations like asking what's the stupid risk and return for this share, or whats the future value if i invest this much, or isit worthwhile to invest this much in the new machine BLAH BLAH BLAH.
(oh my, i do know a bit of Finance wtf) (ei stupid. even ppl who's not taking finance also can come up with what i came up la wtfffff)
Try-to-sound-intelligent : failed. miserably.
ENOUGH laaa aih. Im going to make instant Har Mee (YES THEY HAVE THAT! very nice! but it turns out that, whenever i cook it, it sucks. whenever mom does it, it rocks. What is this? I cant even cook instant noodles? T_T)
And then go college for Stats extra class (what is this?! still got time go extra class wtf) (ei btw, the lecturer is really nice. blog about it sometime later)
BYE.
XOXO.
p/s: please, please make me understand Finance and i shall love Finance till i die. T___T
pp/s: i cannot believe this whole thing is about studies. -_-
&& yes CASSPER, too bad for you, this whole post contains words words words and more words!!! and please do not read my blog when im on the phone with you. That's rude. In the blogging-world. At least, in mine. EI wait, it IS rude what. On the phone then on the phone la. I so boring meh? You so rude la cass. So disappointed in you.
